'til tuesday

background music : "wind it up" by gwen stefani


i should be in panic mode right now.

i still have not done my taxes.
i have an observation on thursday and still no lesson plan. i tried to be inspired by lounging in the shower, but my skin got all pruny and still no bright idea....

i just got the monster book of "nj's self help guide to divorce" it is massive. i think about 200 pages. makes me think if this book will change the way i feel about reading in general.

i have about less than $10 in my wallet until friday.

and i am still smiling.

what is wrong with me?

nothing. because i realize that if i panic, it will not make things any better.

no cash? okay then, no dunkin donuts coffee until friday. this is why i have a personal coffee maker, for days like these. no quizno's salad either... i just bought some fresh produce from my last $20 yesterday. pantry is stocked? check. this will actually be good for me. i'll see how i'll fare without spending.

scared? nah.

so i wake at 3 something today. chatted with a few friends. and in a while i will work out. i'm positive that by 7 am i would have a few options for my lesson.

and by 3 pm, the school day will be over.

by 5 pm i would start my taxes while waiting for my laundry to finish.

and by 7 pm i will start reading at least the first chapter of the monster book.

it's all good. jane says this is all do-able.

noo-ni-noo-ni-noo.