Tuesday, April 1, 2008

it's one of those days


when a woman's hormones go bombastic and all of a sudden i am in a roller coaster ride of tears and confusion.

i've been sleeping a great deal the past few days, and today THE tide came. along with this tide is a couple of hours worth of mind blowing physical pain. a couple of ibuprofen pills can slow it down but it punches hard anyway.

it's a good thing i know what these blues and grays are related to -- the usual blasted cycle that i can not stop.

i tried inducing the tears. i can not believe they are that difficult to summon. am i really healed? probably not. watch, one day it'll just sneak up on me and bam!

or maybe not.

either way i will just wait here patienly and wait till this tide is over.

i am thankful that i can always talk to people who always make me smile.


3 comments:

dr_clairebear said...

hello! it's my first time at your site. got here through panaderos' blog. :)

PMS is the pits! aside from leaving us bloated and in pain, it also wreaks havoc on our emotions. when i'm in that phase, almost everything can make me weep.

have a good day regardless! :)

jane said...

thanks for the visit dr. clairebear!

yup, you got that right, PMS sucks! can you imagine if men have PMS? i don't even wanna...

you have a good day too!

dr_clairebear said...

if men had PMS, nuclear holocaust will have happened years ago. :)